Thanks for engaging. It’s interesting, because what you’re saying is that your response has nothing to do with gender, and is simply a response to different chemistry within your body.
It’s no surprise you feel better; More energy, less brain fog, and a lifted mood are general effects of taking Testosterone, for both males and females… so how is what you describe different than taking anti-depressants or other mood-altering drugs?
If it has nothing to do with gender (ie: desiring gender-related physical changes from testosterone), why did you start Testosterone in the first place?
What were you after that you thought Testosterone could provide?